Tuesday, October 17, 2017

October 17/17 The journey continues

Wow, how times goes. My lovely grandson Ethan was born June 25/17 and I was blessed to be able to deliver him into the world and place him on my daughters check. I was weeping with love and gratitude when this happened. There are no words to describe the love and truth that I felt.

There were some challenging situations that we had to navigate through her labour, delivery and postpartum period. It was personally stressful and heartbreaking to know my eldest daughter was disappointed by an important person in her life while in such a vulnerable time, over and over.  She showed great inner strength and resilience. I must remember that she is absolutely surrounded by many many people who love and support her.
She is a great Momma and Ethan is a special child. My Mother came to me in a meditation 4 years ago and said she would come back as my daughters child. She said she did not learn to express during her time on earth and Racheal would be her greatest teacher. All I know for sure is this child is a soulmate and he is very very familiar to me. The love I feel is unconditional and intense.The love between him and his Momma is undeniable.

Other then that I have been off on leave from the shelter since July to be able to be available to assist when needed.
Many lessons are coming to me very quickly. Life is beautiful.
Me delivering Ethan