How is it possible that I have not written in 3 months? So much has happened and I am in such a great place. My family is doing great. They have excellent health and are working on their own goals and dreams. Always grateful for my children and their families.
I had a colonoscopy in October and it was clear!!!!Yayyyy. I had some concerns due to some bleeding but, only a hemorrhoid internally that doesn't hurt just bled and it's been good for about a month now.
I also had breast surgery 4 weeks ago today. My 26 year old silicone implants had ruptured within my chest. My surgeon said that they would "never get 100% of it out" and "be prepared for significant disfigurement" and I was. I turned it over to my higher power and knew that I would get whatever I needed for my higher good. I was not even a bit nervous until about 15 minutes before surgery when I was alone on a stretcher in the hall. I felt teary, and had a hard time keeping the tears back. Surgery went well. My surgeon said "it could not have gone better" I lost very little blood, they 'GOT 100% OF IT OUT" which I never expected and had to take very little breast tissue so I have beautiful natural and small breasts. I am thrilled with the result and I don't know why I ever thought I wasn't good enough they way I was. In reflecting it's the same thing as having a drinking problem, becoming alcoholic, eating disorders...because I was trying to fix what I felt was wrong with me inside by altering something else. I have never felt better in my life. Another unexpected side effect of healthy eating is I lost 20lbs. I gave up wheat (gluten) , white sugar and dairy back in the summer and I did notice my jeans getting looser but never weigh myself. So, the day before surgery I thought I should weigh myself so I could tell them an accurate number and was shocked to see the number. I got my daughter to check herself and see if it was broken. I was back to work about 11 days after surgery and I can do anything I want now. As with all of my challenges in life I live my life as an open book, you can help others if you do this and that is what my life purpose is about.
My sister has arrived for a week visit. I have missed her so much and look forward to a few more days with her before she leaves. Christmas is upon us and I'm excited for it. Work is going beautifully and I am working with a spiritual "guru" named Olivia and I just love her. I have such deep meaningful relationships and feel such gratitude. All is well and everything I need comes to me at the perfect time.
I had a colonoscopy in October and it was clear!!!!Yayyyy. I had some concerns due to some bleeding but, only a hemorrhoid internally that doesn't hurt just bled and it's been good for about a month now.
I also had breast surgery 4 weeks ago today. My 26 year old silicone implants had ruptured within my chest. My surgeon said that they would "never get 100% of it out" and "be prepared for significant disfigurement" and I was. I turned it over to my higher power and knew that I would get whatever I needed for my higher good. I was not even a bit nervous until about 15 minutes before surgery when I was alone on a stretcher in the hall. I felt teary, and had a hard time keeping the tears back. Surgery went well. My surgeon said "it could not have gone better" I lost very little blood, they 'GOT 100% OF IT OUT" which I never expected and had to take very little breast tissue so I have beautiful natural and small breasts. I am thrilled with the result and I don't know why I ever thought I wasn't good enough they way I was. In reflecting it's the same thing as having a drinking problem, becoming alcoholic, eating disorders...because I was trying to fix what I felt was wrong with me inside by altering something else. I have never felt better in my life. Another unexpected side effect of healthy eating is I lost 20lbs. I gave up wheat (gluten) , white sugar and dairy back in the summer and I did notice my jeans getting looser but never weigh myself. So, the day before surgery I thought I should weigh myself so I could tell them an accurate number and was shocked to see the number. I got my daughter to check herself and see if it was broken. I was back to work about 11 days after surgery and I can do anything I want now. As with all of my challenges in life I live my life as an open book, you can help others if you do this and that is what my life purpose is about.
My sister has arrived for a week visit. I have missed her so much and look forward to a few more days with her before she leaves. Christmas is upon us and I'm excited for it. Work is going beautifully and I am working with a spiritual "guru" named Olivia and I just love her. I have such deep meaningful relationships and feel such gratitude. All is well and everything I need comes to me at the perfect time.
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| Sandy and Linda |
