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| Stargazing at Killbear |
It is now the end of summer for me...officially. Spent Thanksgiving week-end with my husband Will camping at Killbear Provincial Park. Just the two of us for 5 days. It was so wonderful. I gained insight about where I want to be and what makes me feel peaceful, happy and content. Being submersed in nature, watching the sunset each night, lying on the rocks stargazing, sleeping until my body said it's time to wake up, reading 2 full books just for enjoyment and spending quality time with my life partner--I felt whole again. It's been a year filled with transitions. I am shifting into a new chapter in my life both physically and spiritually and change is never easy. As Will pointed out, during the drive home I appeared melancholy and "like I lost my best friend". I felt that anxiety in my stomach as well so I need to listen to that. Yesterday I worked at a relief job that I don't get to often. I realized that I did not want to be at that particular one anymore for a variety of reasons so, I will not accept shifts there anymore and that decision brings me peace. In fact, I will not do things that I don't feel connected to, I love and honor myself today. Reminds me I need to do the mirror exercise. I'll update on that next time.
So, I know two things over this past week.
1. I need to be in nature, in fact I want to be living more in nature.
2. I will not work at a job that doesn't fulfill me and/or I do not feel connected to.
Not sure how I see that all coming together but, it will. I trust in this process and will leave the "how" to the universal love that guides me. Now that I am settled back into my other job that I love and settled home after the week-end, I feel happy again and look forward to what this transition brings next.
With Love and Gratitude.
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| Glorious sunset |
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| Thanksgiving 2015 |
