This is about my search for meaning in my life and deepening my soul's purpose. I am not willing to settle for a life without passion and meaning. I am in recovery and have been sober since January 1998. My work is in social services and I working with a mentor to develop my intuitive and healing gifts so I can continue this journey and remember why I chose and can fulfill what I came to do in this human experience
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Too much confidence-Sunday February 13, 2011
Oh my goodness. What was I thinking taking this course. I have spent days on this lab report. I am in way over my head-what happened to the new found math confidence I had yesterday? It was shattered today as I had to do and redo one of the data pages. Manually calculation 3 pages of data from 75 subjects tested on 3 different tasks, and testing it using the mean..or was that the median and division, squared and square root!!! I have looked at it so much I feel like I am more confused than ever, however I am hoping that after leaving it for a bit, I may actually remember something from it for future. I was not in the first half of the semester when they learned about calculating standard deviation, and I am ready to walk away from this right now....ok tomorrow I'll probably feel differently, but right now I am feeling completely overwhelmed and overscheduled as I look at the week ahead. 9:00am Monday meeting Shanti, I still have not come close to revising my resume for my meeting with Shanti and I am thinking that I may have to have to cancel, continuing on Monday...go to train to go to Toronto for the workshop, Tuesday clean houses, Wednesday clean 1 house, Thursday lab due, mid term test, Friday, omg I don't think I have anything scheduled, other then drive Sam into Bus to go to Buffalo Friday night...maybe sleep in and stay in my jammies all day while I fix up that resume, and review the new lab that will be assigned Thursday My neck and back are in such a knot it is ridiculous.. My sister leaves for India this Friday, lucky lady!
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