I am tired, not just tired, had a long day tired. Exhausted, don't want to get out of bed tired. Lifetime of tired. I am weepy and grief stricken and not sure what to do with it all. I assume it is all part of the process. I have have invites to go out for coffee today, just don't want to go out.
I did go out for a bit and took a car for a test drive. A red Yaris, seemed like a great little car. Was told by people who know more then I do about cars it was too much for that car. Dropped it back and crawled back in bed. I have cleaned up a few things, vacummed and back in bed.
My friend asked me about going to a medallion tonight. I'll see how the evening falls into place. Tomorrow is Mothers Day. I am going to do my best to face it with courage and joy. My sponsor and her husband are taking my two youngest kids (14 and 21) and my husband and I for breakfast so I am hopeful that when I wake up tomorrow I will feel the joy of the day.
I did go out for a bit and took a car for a test drive. A red Yaris, seemed like a great little car. Was told by people who know more then I do about cars it was too much for that car. Dropped it back and crawled back in bed. I have cleaned up a few things, vacummed and back in bed.
My friend asked me about going to a medallion tonight. I'll see how the evening falls into place. Tomorrow is Mothers Day. I am going to do my best to face it with courage and joy. My sponsor and her husband are taking my two youngest kids (14 and 21) and my husband and I for breakfast so I am hopeful that when I wake up tomorrow I will feel the joy of the day.
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