Today was unseasonably cold so the garden was out and the inevitable last time at Moms place was in. First I went up to the Hot Yoga studio and got an unlimited 3 month pass and did groceries then on to Moms. I had done most of the cleaning out but, found I always left a reason to go back. I'm not sure why but, I feel like I have the best chance of connecting with my Mom at her place. I can still feel my Father around but not so much my Mom. It was very emotional for me but, I packed up the remaining items and turned my key and fob into the managment. I walked around to the south side of the building where my Mom and I went 4 weeks ago today to look at the rose bush I have given her a few years ago. I sat on the bench and watched the birds come and go and enjoyed the warm sun. A little red bird was flitting in and out, bossing the robin around. It may have been a young cardinal, I'm not sure it didn't really look like a cardinal but, I couldn't get a really good look. Eventually I knew it was time to close this chapter and walk away. I may go back to see the roses and the birds one day.
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