Today was a better day then the past few. I spent most of the day cleaning and purging. My washroom and bedroom today. After the past few days I became concerned that I might become stuck and even though I had a good day today I called the local hospice and palliative care place that I just finished my volunteer training with. I know they have grief counselling and groups for people who have experienced loss. No group starting up until September so they suggested I do an intake and talk to the counsellor to see if I feel the need to do some one-on-one sessons with people that are volunteers that have a similar experience. I am not sure that I want to follow that path but, if I put it in place now, if I do find I need more support it will be in place. I am impatient about getting back to where I want to be in my career and life but, nothing is the same and I need to find some balance and clarity. It will come. I need to remind myself that it is only 11 days in. If it was 3 months in and I was feeling unable to function fully I would be more concerned. I also have been talking about getting back to my Yoga practice for a while. It's been over a year since I've done a class and so I booked into a class tonight. I do not think it's the place I want to pursue my practice but, it got me out and moving and moving forward.
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