I worked another midnight shift and recovered from it much better. The whole light and dark with circadian rhythms is making sense to me and I'm working with it. I went to yoga last night and had a great class with a great shavasana at the end. At first I was struggling and then I remembered what I needed to do was to think of nothing, quit trying. Within a few minutes I felt Mom come to me and she DID feel lighter like the tea leaf psychic said. She looked younger and lighter. Probably between 40-50 years old and really peaceful. She told me that it was right that she had trouble expressing herself and she did not learn that on her earth journey this time. She is trying to clear herself more quickly right now because she realizes that she needs to come back and work on that. She hopes to be able to come back soon and possibly in my oldest daughters life in her child girl or boy but, I think it will be a girl. Now, my daughter is not pregnant or trying but, that is what I got. Might be a few years still I think but, since my daughter is super expressive she will be the greatest teacher. She was very proud of how much she has cleared already over there and wanted to show me what she learned. She opened my fingers and held my hand and I could feel her doing it. So cool. It felt like I had only been lying there for five minutes and I heard the studio door open and the lights came on. I finished my practice and went into the dressing room and it was empty and I had been in there for 20 minutes. Everyone was gone and they wanted to clean and close the studio for the night. I wonder what it is I need to work on and learn here. Patience keeps coming up for me but, I think it's more. I also think my brother Bryan is back on earth already and I wonder if he is in our family still. I can't get an answer on that one. I'll keep asking.
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