So much is going on and I feel at such loose ends right now. My best friend and sister is moving across the country this week. I am not sure when I will see her again. I am so happy for her living out her dream yet, I feel such a loss. My newest friend Nancy at my placement is also moving away this week. We have become fast friends and soul sisters. She accepted a job in Alaska, so Friday is her last day. I will miss her so much, she has been someone that I really connected with but, I know she will help so many more people on her journey. My placement is coming to a close and I have begun the task of terminating my schooling and internship. I have 3 weeks left to go and have started the arduous task of job hunting and saying good-bye to the clients and staff that I have come to really feel are part of me. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders right now and I honestly just want to do a turtle. Crawl inside and hide until things feel right in the world again. I'm just tired out by the past two years and well before that. Not a great way to feel before winter even begins. I trust that this too shall pass and I hear the whisper of "have faith" in my ear. One foot in front of the other.
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