It is my 49 year birthday today and it sounds pretty old but, on the inside I feel very much younger. I am learning and growing in leaps and bounds these days. My placement is going well and my spiritual growth seems to be evolving at a rapid pace these days. I have always been aware of energies around me and have experienced some unusual things however, I had had some pretty intense experiences surrounding spirit lately and have become aware of many things that have previously not been in my conscious level. Nancy at the agency has some psychic ability although I have not talked much with her about that, she has encouraged me and guided me about how to handle things that have come up. From what she says it's not something I can choose not to have so, I need to learn how to understand and use what is shown to me in a positive way. I can reflect on some unusal things that have transpired physically that also relate to my spirit connection. The constant buzzing in my ears, the buzzing in my feet that I got an MRI to check out, and of course nothing wrong, the white flashes of light in my periphial vision that I thought were my retina's detaching. I am going to spend more time in meditation to heighten my awareness and at least relax more.
Last night I feasted my new drum When you make your drum you need to have ceremony performed and "birth" your drum. It involves elders and water and food, prayers and drumming and singing by a circle of people and that is exactly what happened. My husband Will and son Christian came up with our new "adopted" daughter Ramya. We enjoyed a feast after and came home.
This upcoming 50th year of my life I look forward to 15 years of sobriety in January, graduation from my social service work program in June and my 50th birthday in October. I have a feeling this upcoming year is going to be profound on many levels.
Last night I feasted my new drum When you make your drum you need to have ceremony performed and "birth" your drum. It involves elders and water and food, prayers and drumming and singing by a circle of people and that is exactly what happened. My husband Will and son Christian came up with our new "adopted" daughter Ramya. We enjoyed a feast after and came home.
This upcoming 50th year of my life I look forward to 15 years of sobriety in January, graduation from my social service work program in June and my 50th birthday in October. I have a feeling this upcoming year is going to be profound on many levels.
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Yes. This is going to be a huge year for you professionally and personally. Although I may not be here for every moment, I will always be there in spirit, supporting your journey. Put on our seatbelt Sista! When the universe spins this fast, you gotta hang on with both hands and your whole heart.
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