The summer days are closing in and today is starting off hot and muggy and any moment the cold front will approach and everything will change. First we will have a big storm which will be loud, scary, exciting and might leave things fresh and alive along with some destruction. Hmmm that sounds like a metaphor for life. This year has been full of change and it continues. I have struggled with low mood off and on most of the year but, have been able to pull myself back to where I need to be without medication and this continues. I am feeling deep stirrings of change on many levels but, it feels right and yes uncomfortable at times but, isn't that how all change happens...Sometimes I feel like an alien on this planet and although I can integrate into the community, I often feel like I'm speaking a foreign language and different values. I do not often feel lonely and have a wide circle of people that I love and love me back. Despite the difficult year I know it is necessary to get me from where I am to where I need to be. Moving forward and listening to that small voice inside me that I know is my truth.
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